Hello Cycle #7

Witchy AF found me today. The odd thing is that I could some up Cycle 6 in one word it would be "indifference." This is the first month that I didn't shed a single tear at the sight/thought of AF. And, I even managed to escape my normal pre-O crazies this cycle. All very weird...and welcome....I think.

Indifference is a weird feeling for me. I guess I rarely ever feel indifferent about anything. SO, to feel indifferent about this is especially odd. It was a welcome change of pass from the past few months, though. Until we get more encouraging SA results or move on to IUI or IVF, I hope this feeling sticks around, I think. It's just so much easier to not get my hopes up quite so much.

At the moment, if the choice is between indifference or obsession, I choose indifference. And, I have yet to find a "somewhere in between" setting!

P.S. Finally got the Disney pics uploaded last night. Hope to post some tonight or tomorrow!

CD1 but it's okay...

My grandpa's PET Scan came back cancer free today...

Puts a bit different spin on CD1 this month...

I'm grateful...for him.  And it's nice to not feel in quite such a rush to make sure he's still around to see his first great grandbaby.  I'm grateful for that, too!

And, most of all, it's proof that miracles do happen!